I have been receiving a lot of questions from people about how I speak to God / SPIRIT, and how do I know that it is really God that I am speaking to. It has not always been that easy. Click here for yesterdays article.
In a full and upright position (not kneeling) I said out-loud, “God are you there? Do you even care? I am beginning to doubt that you even exist.” I was at the point of existentialism in my life. “God if you really exist then prove it to me. Please, so that I might believe.” At that moment I half expected a lightening bolt to come out of the ceiling of my apartment and zot me on the head and a loud booming voice to come out of thin air and say something, anything. But instead I got silence. Thinking back if God would have reveal himself to me at that time in that manor – I probably would have passed out. The wisdom of SPIRIT is amazing. That night I went to bed and did not think anything else about my request. Sadly I figured God wasn’t listening to me anyway – otherwise why would I be leading such a miserable existence.
Sometime in the wee hours of the morning, out of a sound sleep, I awoke suddenly sensing absolute dread and darkness. My eyes slowly opened and out of the corner of my eyes I saw a dark shadowy figure on either side of the bed looming over me. In absolute disbelief I tried to make logical sense out of it by looking at the blinds in the bedroom which were turned up toward the ceiling emitting the light from the outside street light. I had not remembered seeing shadows there before. My mind was racing so I decided to sit up slightly and look into the mirror of the dresser at the foot of my bed to see what I could see. I remember seeing the shadowy figures there as well – nondescript, but dark. I laid back down instantly and closed my eyes when I became aware of the sensation of a weight across my chest. It was not frightening in any way, or restrictive. It felt like a giant convex shield being held between me and the darkness. In the innocence of a child I closed my eyes and pulled the covers over my head. I could hear the seething, writhing, hushed whispering of the most awful sounds I have ever heard. It was the sound of pure evil, darkness, and a feeling of total vacancy for any light.
In abject horror of both the feeling and the sound, and the uncertainty if the shadowy figures were still there or not, I cried out to God in my thoughts, “Please God take this evil from me!” The next thing I remember my alarm clock going off. I looked around and everything seemed to be the same – just as it had been the evening before, only I was not sure if it has been a dream, or if it had been real. It did not matter. I was shaken. I thought God had answered me, and in his mercy he had placed a shield to keep me safe from whatever those dark things were. But God was not done answering me yet.
There was more in store for me to provide me with proof that God and angels existed. Turn in tomorrow for what happened the next night.
Deanna’s motto: A strong sense of self, combine with a powerful spiritual life, is the formula for success in health, wealth, and relationships. ~ Deanna
Hello Everyone! It is Deanna Gloyd founder of Transformational Coaching with Radiant Love and Tools of Energy Protection.com where students learn how to create positive, fulfilling, and more abundant lives, businesses, and relationships through self-awareness, spiritual connection, and practice.
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